Relapse

by Acacia C.

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1.
Little Fly 03:46
Woah Yeah Mmm... It's been... About 47 seconds Since the last time you left my door, yeah And I'm shouting whispers They're louder than they've ever been before I'm asking why, asking why This always happens to me I guess this is what I get When I try to force something to be Tick tock Time never stops And I know you're not lookin' back Ooh No shame You always change the game And throw my whole world outta wack! MY BAD!! I mistook you for a more genuine type of guy And now in this messy room It's just me and a little fly All I've got, All I have Is something that I didn't ask for And you What you do Never fails to throw me for a loop And I cry My expectations were that You would be by my side And I cry 'Cause at the end of the night, It's just me and a little fly. Ooh, oh.... Yeah, mmm... Now I Think through the sniffle sniffle after concluding I've got it bad After all the mess you put me through, I still want you back I testify, testify That you are the root of my stupidity, yeah Cuz I dummy could tell me I deserve More than what you've done to me Tick tock Time never stops And I know you're not coming back Mmm.. It's the same I'm the one to blame Shoulda looked out for the change of tracks AM I BAD For looking out more For you than looking for me?! I guess so 'cause now "A Fly and I" Constructs the new "We" All I've got, All I have Is something that I didn't ask for And you What you do Never fails to throw me for a loop And I cry My expectations were that You would be by my side And I cry 'Cause at the end of the night, It's just me and a little fly. Now I may be A little bitter 'bout this thing A touchy subject that I may not wanna let go And I know I may have brought this on myself But that don't mean I needed your help No... Tell me why All I've got, All I have Yeah Is something that I didn't ask for And you What you do Never fails to throw me for a loop And I cry My expectations were that You would be by my side And I cry 'Cause at the end of the night, It's just me and a little fly. Ooh, woah...
2.
Ooh, woah, ooh Yeah, Hey, Uhh, Ooh. Why's it so hard to love you Yet with you, easily fall in love Every time that I get with you It's like moments go by and then time's up! It's a funny thing, you see it coming First comes one o'clock then two o'clock, then three Yet every time we get together I convince myself the past won't repeat Three many times You up and made me cry And I sit there like It didn't happen before I can't help I adore you Hoping for the chance That you take me like a man And again I stand How I was standing before Tally up for one more and this is three (1, 2, 3. 1, 2, 3. 1, 2, 3.) Yeah... Ohh Uh What is that's eating you? Why can't you just sit still?! What is it 'bout me that makes this Battle to you Seem so uphill?! How come we go through this mess?! How can I just keep coming back?! How 'bout I leave you alone and don't wait for you To get your life on track?! It's a funny thing, you see it coming It's like one o'clock then two o'clock, then three Yet every time we get together I convince myself the past won't repeat Three many times You up and made me cry And I sit there like It didn't happen before I can't help I adore you Hoping for the chance That you take me like a man And again I stand How I was standing before Tally up for one more and this is three (1, 2, 3. 1, 2, 3. 1, 2, 3.) I knew, (Don't) I knew, (Repeat) I knew, (Same) I knew, (Things.) I knew, (Look) I knew, (For signs,) I knew, (Lines,) I knew, (Warnings.) I knew, (Don't) I knew, (Repeat) I knew, (Same) I knew, (Things) I knew, (Look) I knew, (For signs,) I knew, (Lines,) I knew, (Warnings.) I knew, (Diggin') I knew, (Holes) I knew, (Is that) I knew, (Where you wanna be?) Three many times You up and made me cry And I sit there like It didn't happen before I can't help I adore you Hoping for the chance That you take me like a man And again I stand How I was standing before Tally up for one more...
3.
I can tell by the Deep stare, your eyes are desperately drowning in your sea of blue That your burning sensation really wants me to Plant one on you Well I'm sorry I regret to inform you, my little heart can't occupy two Since I left you in '11 someone else has filled your shoes Yeah Hand on my thigh, lookin' in my eye, don't ask me why I Get uncomfortable You won't like the answer, I'm doing what I can, sir To keep from hurting your feelings, but I can't express how much I don't wanna kiss you I understand that I turn you on, But baby, real talk, I'm just not the one... I look into your face and I don't even really see you I know we did this when we were young But that time has come and gone, 'cause see I don't know what to tell you, but I'm really still in love with him Yeah With him all in my mind it's really hard to try to miss you Back then was great, when I was your boo But baby tonight, I just don't wanna kiss you At one time in my life, this sort of action would have been cool At one time, that's passed me by, these little hints would be kinda cute But this time, we're over now, a lot can happen in just two years Now when I think of love, Only his face appears. Oh no, no, no Gettin' kinda close And I'm Lookin' for some kind of escape You're gettin' all up on this And I don't really want this I know you don't wanna hear this but I can't express how much I don't wanna kiss you I understand that I turn you on, But baby, real talk, I'm just not the one... I look into your face and I don't even really see you I know we did this when we were young But that time has come and gone, 'cause see I don't know what to tell you, but I'm really still in love with him Yeah With him all in my mind it's really hard to try to miss you Back then was great, when I was your boo But baby tonight, I just don't wanna kiss you
4.
Ooh... Ohh... Stop me when I begin to say too much But I've been having withdrawals Due to lack of your touch The thought of you has been rackin' my mind I'm hopin' that you come around in due time 'Cause I will always Be waitin' here All that I ask you Is not to disappear Yeah I don't like to wait around But you have done somethin' to me, baby Yeah Baby I'll stay standin' for many moons Long as I know I'm gonna be with you 'Cause you're worth precious time My precious time Yeah Please know my sanity is on the line People are put in this predicament all the time And I know This ain't the first time This happened to me But that's how bad I want us To be 'Cause I will always Be waitin' here All that I ask you Is not to disappear Yeah I don't like to wait around But you have done somethin' to me, baby Yeah Baby I'll stay standin' for many moons Long as I know I'm gonna be with you 'Cause you're worth precious time My precious time Yeah And baby I'm not foolish No But I've been hit something dumb after fallin' for you Baby, I wasn't playin' when I said "Walk no further," boy But take your time 'Cause I've got all life Ooh... Ooh...
5.
Laugh It Up 03:30
You never fail To get me to put pen to paper All this time I thought your love never wavered I was wrong And my mind hindsights the heart You just keep ripping me apart Shoulda never loved you from the start 'Cause love it grows Even when you know what you don't know you know I had my own Convictions But my heart said "No, Can't happen to me Especially after all that it took to be." Apparently love wastes just like time Love goes on But baby, I'm I'm So damn in love with you And I've tried everything to stop it Found that I can't do much about it I'm So damn in love with you And no, it isn't much fun But you had me fooled Laugh it up Ha Ha Ha ha ha Ha Ha ha ha Ha Ha ha ha No, You can say you love me all you want Let me tell you how I know that you don't Lies Told over and over again Even when you hit the reason right on the head Yeah "No," you said "No, I didn't do it. No I wouldn't do it." But you did Now I'm sittin' here lookin' all stupid Now I know And I can't help but to lie awake And though you told me a little too late, Still the pain is just too much to take 'Cause I've been So damn in love with you And I've tried everything to stop it Found that I can't do much about it I'm So damn in love with you And no, it isn't much fun But you had me fooled Laugh it up Ha Ha Ha ha ha Ha Ha ha ha Ha Ha ha ha
6.
Relapse 03:35
I'm knocked out on the floor I can't Remember nothin' anymore I Can't describe where I'm at, Who I am, or what I've become... Look in the mirror who is there I can't Find common sense anywhere Ooh They say that ignorance is bliss But I say so is insanity I I knew I shouldn't go back Baby, you're one hell of a drug I relapse Why Are you, you're just so bad But I just stay so in love? It's the end when you reach the light And you know Your fix is definitely worth the fight Yeah... The only way that I would die Is if they have you in heaven Ain't no way I'm gonna go No! I'll reach the gates and I'll say "No!!! Take me Straight to hell for another blow!" Oh no! Oh no! I I knew I shouldn't go back Baby, you're one hell of a drug I relapse Why Are you, you're just so bad But I just stay so in love? I I knew I shouldn't go back Baby, you're one hell of a drug I relapse Why Are you, you're just so bad But I just stay so in love? The end is nigh Put off this fight The end is nigh Put off This fight The end is nigh Put off this fight The end is nigh Put off This fight I I knew I shouldn't go back Baby, you're one hell of a drug I relapse Why Are you, you're just so bad But I just stay so in love?

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Relapse is a memoir of a bitter ex girlfriend who had done nothing wrong to deserve her unfortunate fate. Descriptions of songs correspond some of the 12 steps in rehab.

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released March 25, 2015

Produced by: Acacia Corson
Written by: Acacia Corson
Mixing and Mastering by: Acacia Corson and Brad

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